And since we all came from a woman, got our name from a woman and our game from a woman, I wonder why men take from our women… I think it’s time to kill for our women, time to heal our women, be real to our women…. So will the real men get up? I know you’re fed up ladies, but keep your head up.
Don’t really know what else to do, besides write my feelings out since I’ve been holding them inside. I have so much bottled up anger towards a few people right now, that everytime I think about it I just get really mad.
First off, YOU have issues. I dont know what your problem is. But you tell people things, and act a whole different way towards me. Its confusing as fuck, and I don’t know what to do. I never know what to do with situations involving boys, I’ve never dated a guy, therefore, I am new at this. I thought, “whatever, I’ll just leave it to him”. But now I am sick of that, because you’re ridiculously confusing, and you are messing with my mind. If you tell me friends things OF COURSE THEY’RE GONNA TELL ME. You’re kind of an idiot. And I thought you were someone else. Guess that is my fault though, but as of right now I’m officially done. Actions speak louder than words, and thats what I need. I have so much more to say to/about you, but right now I am holding it back.
Now, for you. You are one of my bestfriends, we haven’t ever really had any fights or arguements that lasted this long. I’m so hung up about this because I LOVE YOU. And I never meant to hurt you. I apologized, and you said you forgave me and to just give to some space and time. Which I respected. So then a couple days later, I find something out. And I feel kind of betrayed/backstabbed. Haven’t said anything to you yet, though. I’m going to wait for you to come to me, because right now I need my space and time too. And its been a few days already since we’ve talked, and that is deffinetley a record. You have no idea what I know right now, and I want to tell you. But like I said, I’m waiting on you. But damn, I was mind blown. This wasn’t something you’d ever do. Did I really hurt you that bad? I KNOW I didn’t…. So what is it?
Ohhhhh, how I wish I could tell these people these things right now…..
Why am I waiting on them? -Because I usually don’t wait, I say something right away. But I think this might be a better way to do it, because I don’t want to say anything I regret, when I am super mad. Time heals.